Monday, May 30, 2011

my heart is so heavy.

had a date today. it was pleasant. i don't think i'm ever gonna love anyone. i didn't invite a kiss. i don't think he'll call, although i think he likes me; he wants me to pursue him. i am not going to.

i have no one. i don't understand. either people don't notice me or people don't like me.

and mostly i don't WANT them. why is i feel incredibly alone now? is there a reason i can't/don't make friends?

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