i am a chubby girl. its so hard to accept. i haven't seen a picture of myself that i like in ages. and i used to Love pictures! its ok to get less attention -- thats age, right? but to know the chub is a true feature, not a product of a 20 year olds self critical delusion.

the problem is....
well, i don't know what the problem is. i still like my shape, just wish it was smaller everywhere. i would LOVE to be the weight i was just two years ago. blah.

gotta do something soon.